I was however, depending on alcohol for support. Booze was starting to control me. I avoided social situations where I couldn't drink. I couldn't imagine dating without so called liquid courage. Enduring hangovers and feeling like absolute shit were just a part of life. (Doesn't that sound nutso?! The part about hangovers especially!)
Tuesday, I wanted wine. For the first time in a about a month, I reeeeeally wanted wine. Did I have wine on Tuesday?
How do you manage when life just doesn't go your way? As adults we all learn at some point or another life is basically NOT GOING TO GO OUR WAY (which is actually the best thing that can happen to most of us). Thanks a lot hindsight, ya freggin' jerk, you're always late! For approximately … Continue reading Ready? Set? LIFE!
I was living a completely unintentional life. Existing day to day. Constantly doing things I didn't mean to do, and holding tight to the substance that caused me to do them.
May 24th 2017, Once again I drank too much wine at dinner (as usual). I was never the "No, thank you. I've had PLENTY" when the server asked if I would like another glass. I woke up May 25th feeling like death warmed up and looking like one of those orange construction cones that have … Continue reading Why?
Black. Out. Drunk.